31st Mar 2011

Wow, it's has been a while that i didnt update my blog.. really bz leah.. nw in my dept there's a new colleague "Alicia" .. let's welcome her on board.. hehehehe..

actually i found that i've really let go of him.. now he's nt there in my life and i've totally let go of him.. i found that the doctor really correct bout "dont even b his friend, coz u have other better friend".. that's correct.. i have other real good friend around me.. that care n concern bout me.. i dont need him..

i've settle my car loan.. yahoo.. have extra money to use jor.. so i go n bought a coach spec.. ahahhahah.. i think i wanna buy one for mom.. she'll like it.. but not sure whether she will go there or choose 1 that suit her..

 

this few weeks really bz, i went to UK farm at johore.. with few colleagues.. really a good place.. it's a farm stay.. with a lot of goat... meakkkkkk.. hahahahah...

good experience..

last weekend v celebrate sook e n nicole birthday at mid valley.. nicole at red box n sook e at gardens cafe.. really nice and romantic place.. 

im enjoying my life now.. bt of coz i hope to find a new bf soon... anybody can introduce a good one for me?? ahahahha

3rd March 2011

Im so angry n no mood.. i think it's because my period is coming jor.. walau.. really cannot tahan jor.. it think i've arrive to the limit jor.. im so angry.. of all the things now.. i cant control it.. i dont knw until when i'll explode.. i hope tat i can control all my anger..

may b this is where i can all scold it out so that i can have a better mood now..

im angry with that bitch.. she's really the most stupid idiot and f**cking idiot in this world.. she always think that she's damn important.. treating me like shit n her friend is tat important.. n me? im not her friend ah? ok loh, since she treat me this way it's better i just ask her to f**k off lah.. u c, im the only 1 tat so damn angry.. she's having a great time, n can even enjoy updating her facebook.. n me??? so damn angry y'day n today.. walau, am i stupid or wat??? 

really hope that there's a way for me to release all my stress...

i've finally cut off everything with this friend of mine.. i think i can have a better life without her around.. hahahhahaha.. just let me have my own life back.. i guess she dont really need me as friend coz i always feel tat she's using me only.. i mean, she only look for me when she's stress n fhan.. other than tat, even if i call she feel that im so fhan.. starting from now on, she will nvr hd the chance to treat me this way again..

1st mar 2011

When can i end all this??? I really wish i can stop thknking bout it leah. Im so tired n boring will all ths. Since i ody send d sms jus let keep to my promise. Lets learn to keep my promise n let go of my anger.

I guess there r some people tht don appreciate when thy don really lost it. So its time 4 me to learn to let it go.. May b nicole is correct i shouldnt have even think of giving him any damn chance to hurt me anymore. I jus too soft hearted. Ths is y he's bullying me. He knw its easy to turn off my anger. I hope he's dead. N ths will b my last time of being so angry. I hope. Hahaha.

28th Feb 2011

Today really tired coz y'day nite had dinner n yam cha with my ji mui (hiew, sook e n bee).. actually we just plan to have dinner together.. then sook e said that she wanna talk bout her issue to them.. actually i really feel that it's good that you share with ur friend.. just like me when i was so down tat time.. actually talking about it will really help.. even it might not solve the problem but at least can share it mah..

so v chat till 11 something.. when i arrive home it's almost 12 midnite.. so im so sleepy now.. can't even open  my eyes lah.. really cannot tahan..

but today is a good day coz my boss is on leave.. yeah... i wanna finish my skin care project leah.. bt really can't even start cz of the stocks n documentation.. pls help lah, get me a clerk lah.. haizzzzzzzz...

19rh feb 2011

Today i had lunch wit my gd ji mui.cz i find she's nt hapi ths few week. So i think i wanna ask her out to talk bout it. Actually after i heard wat she told me i really feel hapi 4 her. She finally found a lover bt i think she jus wori too much.

Or may b its me tat dont really think when i love some1, tat's y im hurt badly. Hahaha.

Bt i truly believe when u love some1 u jus nd to follow ur heart.unless if it will hurt other people, if nt jus go ahead.

My friend jus fall in love wit a guy which is much younger. Is it wrong? I don think so. Its jus tat i think tat there's something tat nd to think.bt i knw she's in love, so jus go ahead lah.its nt like loving some1 bf or husband.cz i only think loving some1 bf or husband is a bitch. Other than tat, its ok. Hahaha. May b i meet too many bitches. Old n young. N also loving a jerk.

My relation is even worst lah. So nothing is bad after all.

Hope she'll find her happiness.

17th feb 2011

Today v r having so call cny lunch wit lion dance. V did enjoy it cz it has been a while tat v never had whole ofis gathering. Bt cant really enjoy wit colleague cz nd to entertain our supplier. Luckily tat person did come. Hahahah.. If nt im sure it will b real weird.

The choi shun yea is really funny loh.so thin loh. Bt its fun. V had beer at ofis. N v had a real funny real colleague.so damn funny.haiz, how come they so clever leah. Hehehe.

14th feb 2011

Today is valentine day,i should have use to it ody cz ths is d second year im celebrating it w/o lover. Hahaha. I nd to admit that on this day i did miss him bt i promise myself that i will nt sms him. I think i did it.

How i celebrate it?i had dinner at nelsson house. He treat us fr house warming. At first i tot he invite a lot of colleague bt thn he said be just ask 3 of us.me, nicholle n nicole.we had steamboat n i bring the thing to his house. V buy him a hot plate. So v use it loh. Really enjoy d dinner. Actually its nt bad being single. At leazt i still have a group of friend tat r still single n can spend sometime together. Hehehe.

Thinking back d pass each time im d one tat nd to arrange where to go during any special festival. Nw i wanna find some1 tat will arrange everything fr me n nt d other way round. At least ths wl show tat he really care n appreciate me.

Tat day i pray n kuan yin said tat i'll get something new n better. I cant wait till tat moment. Hope ths time its for real..