31st Mar 2011

Wow, it's has been a while that i didnt update my blog.. really bz leah.. nw in my dept there's a new colleague "Alicia" .. let's welcome her on board.. hehehehe..

actually i found that i've really let go of him.. now he's nt there in my life and i've totally let go of him.. i found that the doctor really correct bout "dont even b his friend, coz u have other better friend".. that's correct.. i have other real good friend around me.. that care n concern bout me.. i dont need him..

i've settle my car loan.. yahoo.. have extra money to use jor.. so i go n bought a coach spec.. ahahhahah.. i think i wanna buy one for mom.. she'll like it.. but not sure whether she will go there or choose 1 that suit her..

 

this few weeks really bz, i went to UK farm at johore.. with few colleagues.. really a good place.. it's a farm stay.. with a lot of goat... meakkkkkk.. hahahahah...

good experience..

last weekend v celebrate sook e n nicole birthday at mid valley.. nicole at red box n sook e at gardens cafe.. really nice and romantic place.. 

im enjoying my life now.. bt of coz i hope to find a new bf soon... anybody can introduce a good one for me?? ahahahha

3rd March 2011

Im so angry n no mood.. i think it's because my period is coming jor.. walau.. really cannot tahan jor.. it think i've arrive to the limit jor.. im so angry.. of all the things now.. i cant control it.. i dont knw until when i'll explode.. i hope tat i can control all my anger..

may b this is where i can all scold it out so that i can have a better mood now..

im angry with that bitch.. she's really the most stupid idiot and f**cking idiot in this world.. she always think that she's damn important.. treating me like shit n her friend is tat important.. n me? im not her friend ah? ok loh, since she treat me this way it's better i just ask her to f**k off lah.. u c, im the only 1 tat so damn angry.. she's having a great time, n can even enjoy updating her facebook.. n me??? so damn angry y'day n today.. walau, am i stupid or wat??? 

really hope that there's a way for me to release all my stress...

i've finally cut off everything with this friend of mine.. i think i can have a better life without her around.. hahahhahaha.. just let me have my own life back.. i guess she dont really need me as friend coz i always feel tat she's using me only.. i mean, she only look for me when she's stress n fhan.. other than tat, even if i call she feel that im so fhan.. starting from now on, she will nvr hd the chance to treat me this way again..

1st mar 2011

When can i end all this??? I really wish i can stop thknking bout it leah. Im so tired n boring will all ths. Since i ody send d sms jus let keep to my promise. Lets learn to keep my promise n let go of my anger.

I guess there r some people tht don appreciate when thy don really lost it. So its time 4 me to learn to let it go.. May b nicole is correct i shouldnt have even think of giving him any damn chance to hurt me anymore. I jus too soft hearted. Ths is y he's bullying me. He knw its easy to turn off my anger. I hope he's dead. N ths will b my last time of being so angry. I hope. Hahaha.