31st Jan 2011

Everything bad will be over this year, n next year sure a good year.. may be this is wat i should do now.. i mean forget n dont ever look back to the past year.. learn to accept new year with an open heart.. n forget bout the people that hurt me so badly last year..

i just need to concentrate n learn to let go all the bad things.. i really hope this will be the end..

note to Maye.

hey, u must remember the advice from the consultant n ee laine.. u need to wake up so tat u will not get hurt anymore.. i think if it end here right now.. u better take it with an open heart.. let the bad think leave behind last year.. let this year be a perfect good year to you.. may b u should go out more n find someone better.. hahaha..

29th jan 2011

My new vision for cny, i wanna forget n cut off my relation wit those people rat treat me bad last year.i wont let thm hurt me anymore. I wan to let thm knw tat im nt easy to b tease geah. If u all doesn't treat me as human i wont treat u all ad humam either loh.u tot i gt no other friend ah?hope u'll find a way to hell.wish u meet all d person u live in hell.

Stop stepping into my life u stupid f@$ker.get out of my life. Hope u don find ur hapiness n stay alone until u r old.

Walau, so relief loh...

28th jan 2011

Angry im angry bt i nd to control. If he's nt going to reply me again in future he wont b my friend forever. Y is it so f@xking hard to reply a sms. Like u ody dead meah. Hahaha.

Cool down maye. Don b so angry, friend will sure reply ur sms. If he didnt reply means he didnt even trest u as friend so better forget bout ths person.

Im so tired leah. Bake biscuit 4 whole day.

22nd jan 2011

Today going to sunway to sing karaoke wit girl,laine,mun n li. Me n girl arrive first so v go to xian ding wei to have our lunch. Then shop 4 a while. I finally bought a sandal, so cheap only rm15. Hahaha.

Then rush to karaoke, actually this is d first time i go to sunway red box bt actually i hate it there it make me rmb of something tat i hate. Anyway in order for me encounter tat hate in my heart i nd to go there.i really enjoy singing wit them.

Then v go shopping loh. They buy cloth bt i didnt cz lazy to try.

23rd jan 2011

Today had appointment to go shopping at sg wang. Bt each time sure it will start wit big disappointment.sometime i jus think is it my problem? Bt i guess i ody being vr tolerate. I guess i jus hope tat my friend will put more heart when being wit me. Knowing me for so long bt still don understand wat i will buy n wat i wont? I knw im nt as rich as his friend tat can spend thousand of dollars. So sori loh. Me is me lah. I guess if until oso don understand me, then ths 10year is jus a waste. May b its nt a bad idea to have our own way nw.

I didnt really buy anything, actually i tot wanna buy ear ring bt he said no. I'll buy it next time loh. Hahaha.

After tat everything is ok jor lah. Bt jus 4 a while cz he seems like don enjoy shopping. Planning to go home to do hOuse work. So i go buy things 4 jaye2. Also buy some snack 4 faye2 n i give a packet to black2. I guess being gd to dog is even better cz they will appreciate it more thn some human being. Hehehe.

I reach home early so wash my car which is really dirty.

I really tot that today i will spend 1 whole day outside. Really disappointed loh. Bt better thn nothing loh. I nd to remember tat without expectation there wont be disappointment.

21st Jan 2011

My new perm hair... in the picture it look real short.. but actually it was really long..  ahahahahah..

now at office so hungry leah.. tonight going to watch great day with nicole, chin & hon at sunway..

yesterday i had lunch with macus loh.. i was a bit angry loh, haiz dont wan to talk bout it lah.. later spoil my mood.. i oso go to the mines with my siblings n mom... i bought 2 short pants.. actually i like the one in white color but the size is a bit tight.. so forget bout it loh.. the one selling in nicchi is expensive leah.. rm40++ woh.. for a short pants,, ehhh.. nt worth it loh..

now really sleepy lah.. hope i can finish my work and dont give me so much stress lah.. y'day i dream of CH.. i found that now i really like to dream bout him.. i knw it's wrong coz he's married.. bt he's my idol mah.. ahahahha.. i always dream that he will leave his wife becoz of me.. hahahahha.. im crazy jor loh.. bt frankly speaking lah, im not those type that will touch anybody husband or even bf.. coz i understand the pain.. so just let me dream bout it will do.. ahahahah.. siau siau jor..

14th jan 2011

Today after work v pln to swim but once v go out of ofis it started to rain. Hahaha. So nicole say she wanna cook. So v go to carrefour loh. She buy mee n fish ball to cook for all of us. Bt then ana call n said tat she don wan to eat coz she wanna go carrefour to eat. So v go back to hostel n she cook. Me? Bath loh. U knw i cant cook ger mah. Sori,cant help.

Now watching tv, a cny movie frm 8tv.

Nw its 10pm ody, im so sleepy. actually y'day i didnt really have a gd sleep.

Ths few days i meet wit macus 4 dinner. He bought me a set of hair treatment set. I havent use it yet but its really expensive bt he said its really gd. Ok loh. I'll try it loh. Hahaha. This sat im having a steamboat party at my house. Jus a tiny little party 4 gathering.

12th jan 2011

It has been a while since i jot down my feeling in my blog. Y? Cz really bz.. Wit work n activities..may b nw im feeling happier tat y i spend less time blogging.. Bt am i really tat happy? D feeling is real weird. Hard to explain.. Bt i really hope tat i can manage a wonderful new year. I guess there wont b any year as sad as last year.

I wanna make sure ths year will b a smooth year. Cny is around d corner. Bt ths year really cant feel d environment of cny. Even advertisement has reduce.only will hear it on radio promoting their cd n movie. Bt its better than nothing loh.. Hahaha..